Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Why is sleeping so hard now. I used to be able to sleep without a problem now I'm up between 4 and 6 and cannot go back to sleep. It's awful. They tell me resting and relaxing right now is important but how am I supposed to do that. Today I woke up with a new set of problems. My legs hurt. I mean so painful I can't sleep hurt. I don't have any clue what happened or if it is a side effect from the steroids but they hurt. Hopfully the advil I took will help but I have to work tonight and pretend like I'm okay. Meanwhile I'm in pain, I'm sad, and I'm tired but it's my problem not anyone else's. I'm sure the rest of my day will shape up to be a good day but for now it's not starting strong.