I'll make this short beacauce it is not easy to type. I haven't been taking phone calls because it is not easy to talk on phone. I haven't been taking a whole lot of visitors beacuase it's not easy. My whole side of my face droops. Every time I look in the mirror my heartbreaks a little more. I know the tumor would have killed me but this makes me wonder if I will ever be normal. If one more person tells me I look great I just might scream.